Sunday, May 15, 2005
Woa!! blogging at last!!
Ok.... lets see... where should i start....
Hmmmm... prior to my birthday celebration, i had to, of course, do some preparations like organising, buying cake, BUFFET (such a headache!), sofa set for my condo, booking of club house and bbq pit and get my E Visa done. All so tiring... and, believe me, quite exhausting.
On the 1st may 2005, MY BIRTHDAY PARTY! Supposed to be my day and i should enjoy every single bit of it but sadly..... i didn't. 70 odd ppl are really difficult to handle and my family members are not to familiar with such big events and thus, i was the main person setting up, organising, entertaining and BRINGING OUT THE BIRTHDAY CAKE AND LIGHT THE CANDLES!!! So was particularly pissed at that moment. How on earth you can let the birthday boy prepare his birthday cake on his own while his family members were chatting happily with whatever ppl??!!! Absurb, ridiculous and most importantly, UNACCEPTABLE! rite??? Moreover, the ppl were quite in their own world, chatting away and NOBODY signalled them to divert their attention towards the ceremony!! So... being the easily irritated me, i blew up a little. But everything still went fine... Phew.....,......
After the party, i stayed over at my condo with my sis and two of my Sec School friends. talked quite abit and soon recovered from the unhappiness. Went swimming the next day and headed back home.
I had received nice presents. Some of them i particularly adore. Some of them were really pricey. oh... and some are really useful and i must say, no matter what present i received, i know that they are not just 'anyhow choose and just give'. At least i know that 90% of them thought through and went to search for them. So... i'm very grateful to all... thanks lots friends.
after the birthday was just back to doing housework, swimming, tennis and reading. Starting from monday, i think i better sit down and think of what i need and i would probably need and what i would encounter and buget all my allowance. And start looking through my modules. And REVISE! Hmmm... shall at least start my revision at the end of this week. Time to buck up and get ready to CHEONG!
Ok... time to go the guy way of "SLUMBER NIGHT"!!! see ya really soon and hopefully, i can get things done chop chop! Byeeeeeeeeeee!!!
Monday, April 18, 2005
Is that true? Comments?
Took this quiz when i was saw the address on one of my friend's blog. How true do you guys think?
Your dating personality profile:
Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about her appearance.
Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.
Your date match profile:
Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.
Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw her out of her shell and get to know what she is all about.
Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.
Your Top Ten Traits
1. Big-Hearted
2. Stylish
3. Religious
4. Romantic
5. Athletic
6. Liberal
7. Traditional
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Sensual
10. Shy
Your Top Ten Match Traits
1. Practical
2. Shy
3. Religious
4. Athletic
5. Sensual
6. Big-Hearted
7. Stylish
8. Romantic
9. Adventurous
10. Traditional
Sunday, April 17, 2005
Really Short one
Went to Jack's Place after that to "Simmer" down... forgive and forget... everyone makes mistakes...
Oh... i get quite irritated with my brother now... I am not supposed to speak ill of him here so i'll just say it generally," HE SUCKs!!!" But his character has somewhat a little BUT there ARE still PLENTY of ROOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSS for him to bloody improve.... ok... i'll stop here... good bye...
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Sat Morning
Didn't manage to blog last night as i got home pretty late and got chased by a cat. haahz... I was on the phone with my brother last night and a cat came dashing at me and trampled on my feet... yikes... i was stunt and let out a hoot! With some exclaimations of course... but with class... And the couple behind me was laughing at me!! How NICE of them right??!!! But its ok... how many people can be like me, letting out hoot and exclaimations with class... Class and taste is inborn... they can be acquired but that would be so manufactured... ummmm hmmmm... idiotic right? hahaz... Just so innate for me... hahaz...
Oh... got mysef a three day job... Its kind of a stock-taking job in a company called MicroSonics. My mum was persuading me not to take it up as she sees this as a hoax! She sees it as a hard labour job on the pretext of Stock-taking and General helper. Whatever it is, i think i should just go as i'd already promised that person.
Wouldn't be nice to played people out like that and i have not many things to do at home too... So... i'll just go... Anyway, i'm given the right to reject if i'm being asked to carry heavy stuff... Cos I AM ROBIN CHANG! hahaz.... no lahz.. i have my back problem, remember?
Hmmm... quite alot to do today. So i have to go now. Sometimes serious stuff like my piano theory, i don't even want to start cos its too difficult and os of my SWEATY PALMS!! Sigh... don't mention about it anymore... Good bye..
Thursday, April 14, 2005
Dilemma
Will be giving tuition again later. Think i shall comply to the 4 times a week tuition. Time will be spent easily too.
Sometimes i really feel that Singapore is really too rigid. It focuses too much on meritocracy. For people who don't have that means that they can only suck thumb. One of my friends is experiencing some uncertainties in her local University application now. The situation is such that a few of her friends have gotten calls from the universities to ask them to go down for interview but my friend here has not gotten one. Thus, she is worried that she might not get a place here. Well... i hope that she will get the call soon to go for an interview. What i have wanted to say had already been said to her when we were on the phone an hour ago. I wish that she will be given a chance.
Seriously, i'm quite sick of our local weather! Its so HOT AND HUMID! Feel like switching on the air-con but our electricity bill is very high! Don't you agree with me that the weather here sucks?
Anyway, ithink i have to start working on my University studies' budget now... see ya tonight... bye..
Expectation = Soulmate?
Went out with my army friend, darren, today and we had fun eating Fattening things like NACHOS WITH HOT THICK CHEESE AND DRINKING STUFF LIKE HOT CHOCOLATE!! Atrocious right?!!! I really have to stop all these nosensical habits of junking... But its really difficult. I will try. Oh... spent quite alot of time talking to him just now. We were revolving around the topic of friendship. He told me something, which i find very true. He said that the expectations that i have on my friends are too high and that's why i am often unhappy when being let down by them. He also added that i focus more on the tangible side of friendship, which is not entirely a bad thing. However, an overdose of the above focus would cause me to be too reliant and dependent on my friends and that isn't very healthy. We came to a conclusion that one must have a balance on the tangible and the intangible sides (intangible side here means the mutual understanding of the roles play by individuals in each others' lives even if they do not get to meet up often).
I agree with him. Actually, one of my close friends, 'G', had told me this before. G said that i must really learn to be independent, especially when i go abroad, and must have my own opinion on everything. One must not be swayed easily by people around one.
At this point, i'm not really sure whether i'm really setting high expectations on my friends. You know, a person needs time to try changing, change, adapt to the change and finally accept the changed self. This is not an easy task, especially for me. Maybe it’s the me within who is searching for a person whom i can call him/her my soul-mate. I'm not sure whether there's such a thing in the world but i would really, really hope to have one whom i can relate at least a 90% to.
On several occasions, i thought i have found mine. However, there were also incidences which hold me back from 'crowning' this person my soul-mate. I need further affirmation. Its not that this person lacks the quality to become one. I think it might be my expextations are set beyond the attainable level.
I would really hope to receive this affirmation soon. Then, i would able to hold my head up high and tell him/her that my world is always reassured by him/her.
Sunday, April 10, 2005
Short short
Anyway, didn't do much today. Slept for a full 4 hours, had dinner, take a shower and talked to my auntie till now. Gotta keep this short as well because my aunt has to turn in real soon. Sooo... yea.... just blogging to say good nite!
Sleepy Spoil
And yeah... bought some tarts and pastries for chief clerk and my friends in orderly and went out to have lunch with my friend and he got me a pair of rimless spectacles for my birthday! And it costs a good $88 bucks! Actually he was thinking of sharing the cost of the birthday present with a few other friends whom i'd invited so that they could get a better one but i DEMANDED for a pair of SPECS from him and he agreed! So nice right... Hahaz... no lahz... where got so bad one me...( Ultra singlish here!!) Hmmm... i gotta say that this friend of mine has got a special position in my heart and is really from a different league and i really enjoy his company and that's why i would want a personal present from him. Most importantly, i must come into contact with it almost everyday. A pair of spectacles will fit my requirments perfectly and i need one desperately and he doesn't mind buying for me. Nice right...
So LISTEN UP for those of you who have yet to buy me gifts. Here are some ideas: A Condo, Car, COuntry Club, life time supply of ZARA clothings, PRADA shoes and Exprssion International for Men. hahaz.... Nice right... Oh... if you can give me a better face, body or brain, you can skip the birthday wish list...
The majority of my Saturday was spent at Wacky's chalet at Pasir Ris. THIS IS THE NICEST CHALET THAT I'D EVER BEEN TO. Thank you, Daphy, for inviting us!! Anyway, it wouldn't have been so interesting without us right? Awww......... SPASTIC! Oh... i ate alot of junk food there too!! And had supper before i slept!! FAT! But its ok... cos i'll be going for a 3 DAYS fruit diet. Just hope that i can last till then. This is the simplest way to detoxify one's body. I hope that those irritating pimples would vanish after the 3 Days.
Ok... i think i'll blog later... cos my eyelids are so heavy now. Didn't sleep properly due to the loud snoring from one of my friends! atrocious! hahaz... oh... but he's the one who cooked instant noodles for us... he's good... Nicr right... (NB: Have you counted the no. of times i said the words ' very nice...'?)
Ok... sleep now!
Friday, April 08, 2005
Short one...
Firstly, i would like to THANK CLY AND SUNKISS for their 'TURN and not WALK' comments. Let me tell you.. it just slipped my mind ok... my translation is not bad one. You know sometimes you just can't control your brain. Especially when you are so tired.
Secondly, i'm still figuring on the creation of tagboard. Thought its just a cut- and- paste job but i have n0 idea why it just refuses to stick on my blog... hmmm... maybe i'll need elephant glue. Spoil... All the cold up words keep telling me NOOooooo... itd ok... i'll wait till i get my own... ummm hmmm... hahaz... 'spastically nice' right??
Finally, i have alot of things to do tom. So i'm going to proceed to bed now... good nite... Oh... and Wacky bought me stuff from Taiwan... how nice...... See... i'm just different.
Robin qiu shi Robin... What can i say... bye (8 Octaves)...