Monday, April 18, 2005

Is that true? Comments?

Took this quiz when i was saw the address on one of my friend's blog. How true do you guys think?

Your dating personality profile:

Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.

Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about her appearance.

Religious - Faith matters to you. It is the foundation that you build your life upon. You trust that God has a plan for you.

Your date match profile:

Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living.

Shy - You are put off by people who are open books. You are drawn to someone who is a bit more mysterious. You want to draw her out of her shell and get to know what she is all about.

Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Big-Hearted

2. Stylish

3. Religious

4. Romantic

5. Athletic

6. Liberal

7. Traditional

8. Wealthy/Ambitious

9. Sensual

10. Shy

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Practical

2. Shy

3. Religious

4. Athletic

5. Sensual

6. Big-Hearted

7. Stylish

8. Romantic

9. Adventurous

10. Traditional

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Really Short one

Ok... gotta keep this short cos i just borrowed a book to read and would like to complete at least half by tonight! Oh... initially i was supposed to collect my glasses by today BUT that IRRESPOSIBLE NORTHERN OPTICIAN did not notice that there is a scratch on the right lense, despite being requested to check the condition of the pair of glasses before i collect it today.

Went to Jack's Place after that to "Simmer" down... forgive and forget... everyone makes mistakes...

Oh... i get quite irritated with my brother now... I am not supposed to speak ill of him here so i'll just say it generally," HE SUCKs!!!" But his character has somewhat a little BUT there ARE still PLENTY of ROOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMSSSSSSSSSSS for him to bloody improve.... ok... i'll stop here... good bye...

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Sat Morning

Sister is using my room to practise her violin so i'm forced to use the computer outside... jarring... but its ok.. i really hope that she can practise more on her violin so that she could go grade one next year. I really hope that after my medication, my sweaty palms will no longer be sweaty and can continue playing tha piano like i used to. Then my sister and i can do a duet together. Doesn't that sound wonderful? In the Chang family, there are three piano learners and one violin learner. Can set up a CHANG MUSIC SCHOOL heh... hahaz...
Didn't manage to blog last night as i got home pretty late and got chased by a cat. haahz... I was on the phone with my brother last night and a cat came dashing at me and trampled on my feet... yikes... i was stunt and let out a hoot! With some exclaimations of course... but with class... And the couple behind me was laughing at me!! How NICE of them right??!!! But its ok... how many people can be like me, letting out hoot and exclaimations with class... Class and taste is inborn... they can be acquired but that would be so manufactured... ummmm hmmmm... idiotic right? hahaz... Just so innate for me... hahaz...
Oh... got mysef a three day job... Its kind of a stock-taking job in a company called MicroSonics. My mum was persuading me not to take it up as she sees this as a hoax! She sees it as a hard labour job on the pretext of Stock-taking and General helper. Whatever it is, i think i should just go as i'd already promised that person.
Wouldn't be nice to played people out like that and i have not many things to do at home too... So... i'll just go... Anyway, i'm given the right to reject if i'm being asked to carry heavy stuff... Cos I AM ROBIN CHANG! hahaz.... no lahz.. i have my back problem, remember?
Hmmm... quite alot to do today. So i have to go now. Sometimes serious stuff like my piano theory, i don't even want to start cos its too difficult and os of my SWEATY PALMS!! Sigh... don't mention about it anymore... Good bye..

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Dilemma

Sigh... hate to start my blog with "SIGH" actually. Nevermind... was packing and washing the balcony in the morning till about one plus. Had my lunch after that and slept for a while till now. Hmmmm... know what? Before i leave for perth, i'm going to give my house a Mini makeover. The next thing is to figure out how to tidy the living room and dining room. I really have messy people living with me! Hmmmm... is my expectation on this high as well... lets see... hmmmm... no. I think its perfectly normal. Just that my family members need to put things back to where they belong and stop buying unnecessary stuff. Its actually very simple. Get a bigger house so that each of us can have a room to ourselves so we can take good care of our own rooms. Once you have your own, you would kind of keep it a little, if not more, clean than you normally do. Oh yeah... get a maid too... or a nanny... or a housekeeper. That would be good... Realised something? All these boil down to money, money and more money. TOTAL SPOILAGE! I am not going to care so much first. I'm going to study, control my spending a little and maybe earn a little of my allowance like what i'm doing now; giving tuition. Tuition is actually not as simple as one thinks it is. It can be considered as hard earned money too. (My nose is blocked! Suddenly!)
Will be giving tuition again later. Think i shall comply to the 4 times a week tuition. Time will be spent easily too.
Sometimes i really feel that Singapore is really too rigid. It focuses too much on meritocracy. For people who don't have that means that they can only suck thumb. One of my friends is experiencing some uncertainties in her local University application now. The situation is such that a few of her friends have gotten calls from the universities to ask them to go down for interview but my friend here has not gotten one. Thus, she is worried that she might not get a place here. Well... i hope that she will get the call soon to go for an interview. What i have wanted to say had already been said to her when we were on the phone an hour ago. I wish that she will be given a chance.
Seriously, i'm quite sick of our local weather! Its so HOT AND HUMID! Feel like switching on the air-con but our electricity bill is very high! Don't you agree with me that the weather here sucks?
Anyway, ithink i have to start working on my University studies' budget now... see ya tonight... bye..

Expectation = Soulmate?

Ok... the internet is quite spoil... SO SLOW!!! Hahaz... anyway... long time no blog cos of the internet! Keeps on giving error messages!
Went out with my army friend, darren, today and we had fun eating Fattening things like NACHOS WITH HOT THICK CHEESE AND DRINKING STUFF LIKE HOT CHOCOLATE!! Atrocious right?!!! I really have to stop all these nosensical habits of junking... But its really difficult. I will try. Oh... spent quite alot of time talking to him just now. We were revolving around the topic of friendship. He told me something, which i find very true. He said that the expectations that i have on my friends are too high and that's why i am often unhappy when being let down by them. He also added that i focus more on the tangible side of friendship, which is not entirely a bad thing. However, an overdose of the above focus would cause me to be too reliant and dependent on my friends and that isn't very healthy. We came to a conclusion that one must have a balance on the tangible and the intangible sides (intangible side here means the mutual understanding of the roles play by individuals in each others' lives even if they do not get to meet up often).
I agree with him. Actually, one of my close friends, 'G', had told me this before. G said that i must really learn to be independent, especially when i go abroad, and must have my own opinion on everything. One must not be swayed easily by people around one.
At this point, i'm not really sure whether i'm really setting high expectations on my friends. You know, a person needs time to try changing, change, adapt to the change and finally accept the changed self. This is not an easy task, especially for me. Maybe it’s the me within who is searching for a person whom i can call him/her my soul-mate. I'm not sure whether there's such a thing in the world but i would really, really hope to have one whom i can relate at least a 90% to.
On several occasions, i thought i have found mine. However, there were also incidences which hold me back from 'crowning' this person my soul-mate. I need further affirmation. Its not that this person lacks the quality to become one. I think it might be my expextations are set beyond the attainable level.
I would really hope to receive this affirmation soon. Then, i would able to hold my head up high and tell him/her that my world is always reassured by him/her.

Sunday, April 10, 2005

Short short

ok... woke up a few hours ago, feeling recharged and revitalised. Sleeping over at my aunt's place tonight. feeling nice... She was telling me how pressurizing to work at her work place. Japanese company. sigh... what can i say... think the problem lies with her PMS Boss! hahaz...
Anyway, didn't do much today. Slept for a full 4 hours, had dinner, take a shower and talked to my auntie till now. Gotta keep this short as well because my aunt has to turn in real soon. Sooo... yea.... just blogging to say good nite!

Sleepy Spoil

Well well well... A little recalling needs to be done here because i have not blogged for the past 2 days. Collected my IC on friday and i officially ORD today!!! HOOOOORAAAAYYYY!!!!! Hahaz... Nice right... OOHHHH.... i have to tell you guys this.. I SPENT ABOUT $5.50 ON DRINKS JUST TO GET A PERSON'S SIGNATURE FOR MY CLEARANCE!!! Don't understand why these people are so cheapskate. Never mind lahz,... at least i ord-ed peacefully. That's more important.
And yeah... bought some tarts and pastries for chief clerk and my friends in orderly and went out to have lunch with my friend and he got me a pair of rimless spectacles for my birthday! And it costs a good $88 bucks! Actually he was thinking of sharing the cost of the birthday present with a few other friends whom i'd invited so that they could get a better one but i DEMANDED for a pair of SPECS from him and he agreed! So nice right... Hahaz... no lahz... where got so bad one me...( Ultra singlish here!!) Hmmm... i gotta say that this friend of mine has got a special position in my heart and is really from a different league and i really enjoy his company and that's why i would want a personal present from him. Most importantly, i must come into contact with it almost everyday. A pair of spectacles will fit my requirments perfectly and i need one desperately and he doesn't mind buying for me. Nice right...
So LISTEN UP for those of you who have yet to buy me gifts. Here are some ideas: A Condo, Car, COuntry Club, life time supply of ZARA clothings, PRADA shoes and Exprssion International for Men. hahaz.... Nice right... Oh... if you can give me a better face, body or brain, you can skip the birthday wish list...
The majority of my Saturday was spent at Wacky's chalet at Pasir Ris. THIS IS THE NICEST CHALET THAT I'D EVER BEEN TO. Thank you, Daphy, for inviting us!! Anyway, it wouldn't have been so interesting without us right? Awww......... SPASTIC! Oh... i ate alot of junk food there too!! And had supper before i slept!! FAT! But its ok... cos i'll be going for a 3 DAYS fruit diet. Just hope that i can last till then. This is the simplest way to detoxify one's body. I hope that those irritating pimples would vanish after the 3 Days.
Ok... i think i'll blog later... cos my eyelids are so heavy now. Didn't sleep properly due to the loud snoring from one of my friends! atrocious! hahaz... oh... but he's the one who cooked instant noodles for us... he's good... Nicr right... (NB: Have you counted the no. of times i said the words ' very nice...'?)
Ok... sleep now!

Friday, April 08, 2005

Short one...

Hello!! Collecting IC in less than 12 hours! So nice... not too excited though... guess i was immuned to all the IC collection stuff as i was the one processing all these before i had an understudy. Gonna keep this blog short k...
Firstly, i would like to THANK CLY AND SUNKISS for their 'TURN and not WALK' comments. Let me tell you.. it just slipped my mind ok... my translation is not bad one. You know sometimes you just can't control your brain. Especially when you are so tired.
Secondly, i'm still figuring on the creation of tagboard. Thought its just a cut- and- paste job but i have n0 idea why it just refuses to stick on my blog... hmmm... maybe i'll need elephant glue. Spoil... All the cold up words keep telling me NOOooooo... itd ok... i'll wait till i get my own... ummm hmmm... hahaz... 'spastically nice' right??
Finally, i have alot of things to do tom. So i'm going to proceed to bed now... good nite... Oh... and Wacky bought me stuff from Taiwan... how nice...... See... i'm just different.

Robin qiu shi Robin... What can i say... bye (8 Octaves)...

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Shagged but still blog, dun care!!!

Wanted to blog last night but internet connection is giving me so much problem. So... going to make this long... Went back to camp yesterday to 'see see look look' before collecting my pink Ic on friday. Everything went well and i spent all the 103 credits that i was left with on all the army stuff that i can use in the outside world.Oh... and i still have to top up $0.10. Basically, just bought a pair of running shoes, 3 pairs of black shorts, 4 pairs of white socks, 3 pairs of black socks, 1 beret, 1 crest, 1 jockey cap, 2 towels, 2 packets of foot powder and 1 power bottle. Nice right... hahaz... And it was very nice and memorable as i get to spend the last working day with my understudy not doing anything, half the world left us alone, kicked everybody out and proceed to slack in CO office and S2 office, surfing websites like www.soccernet.com and www.britneyspears.com hahaz... i forced him to check out that website... nice... oh.. and i was guessing the famous player from newcastle, Alan Shearer. Did i spell that correctly? hahaz...
ok... just got back from my little outing with Hussy stelly and Frogilicious von. Had fun today. Initially our plan was to have lunch, catch a movie and end it with a nice dinner. However, we decided to skip the movie because it was kinda expensive. So, it was shopping, shopping and more shopping and guess what?? Apart from buying wacky's present, i managed to come home empty handed!! hahaz... it has been so long since i manage to do that. I am feeling tired actually. from all the walking and trying out of tee shirts and JEANS!
Know what??? Before i came out from my house this morning, my parents reprimanded me for wearing a pair of baggy jeans, saying that a man should not wear jeans which looks like it's ready to slip off his butt any second!! Where did such rule come from??? And the best thing was that they forced me to buy a pair of jeans by today and it has to be a can-see-your-butt-clearly pair. But i HECK CARE! I mean isn't this ridiculous? sigh... but i guess i will still have to buy it some time later...
Hmmm... tomorrow will be quite a slack day for me as i'll be slacking the whole day apart from giving tuition in the evening. One more thing... FRIDAY IS MY ORD DAY!! Collecting my IC!! hahaz... hmmm... gotta think of what to buy for my colleagues and friends when i go back on friday. Sigh... i haven't gotten the all the required signatures for my clearance sheets. Thought my friends had done it for me but no, they didn't. its actually quite disappointing. What to do now?? Sometimes you thought they would and you won't have to worry so much cos you put complete trust in them but it turn out to be otherwise? Having said that, i must still say that they are very helpful and nice ppl who had tolerated my incredulous demands and nonsense for almost two years! In retrospect, i do miss the days when we cracked all the lame silly cold jokes at cookhouse. Too bad for me as i was always so stressed up to be fully involved in such silly but fun stuff... wonder when will the fourth floor gang meet up again...
I'm really glad that i'm leaving this camp for good. Serving my liability here was not easy but it had taught me some things which i would need in a few years time when i step into the working world. On the other hand, i would really miss the ppl whom i'd befriended. People always say things like, "its ok one lah... we will meet up again for coffee or something again." But think about it. How many of them would want to organise these meeetings and gatherings? It's very tiring for me to organise stuff and individual parties were just not interested to come or they don't even put in the effort to try coming. Basically, i'm tired of doing so and i guess i won't be doing it in the near future. Presently, i'm really glad to have a few very good friends who are always hanging out with me and among them, there are really a few who have already become indispensable in my life. Don't ask me who. You should know or at least have an inkling of who you are. All of them are stupendous!! Don't know what i would do without them. If i am ever given a chance to wish for one of sure-come-true wish, i would wish of endless friendship. Not even when the earth has stopped moving.
Alright... have to go do my own things now... so... see ya... bye... :)

Monday, April 04, 2005

Weather is not in my favour.

Sigh... the weather played me out today... Left house quite early and when i was about to reach cck, it started drizzling. Daphne called to inform that it was raining over at her place and suggested to go to her place to spend the don't-know-what-to-do time before heading to town to get the stuff which we will be needing for Wacky's birthday on this friday. Of course, we will be looking for his birthday present and dear daphne here is going to buy a bikini so that she can use it on fri when she get to the beach all chummy with her boyfriend wack wack wacky. I'll be going down on Saturday though... I've pilates class, remember? So... yeah... i'm right over at her place now creating this blog...
Its eleven now and we are getting ready to have lunch. So... let me go and i'll meet you when i'm done, okay?? umm umm ummm...

blogging before turning in

Just watched the movie entitled 'Walk Left, Walk Right.'(Literal translation) which was televised on Channel U. I was moved by the show. Personally feel that its quite a quixotic film but its ending is quite quirky. Well... finally got to watch it, not on big screen though... Fell deeply in love with the theme song right after i heard it in orderly room. Still remember that i just couldn't stop humming and playing it.
Well... having a conversation with frogilicious von here... am discussing on the programme for our little outing with Hussy Stelly on this coming wednesday. Gotta think of some interesting stuff to do. Tentatively, we had decided to watch Wedding Date and go for dinner before heading home. Quite typical right...
Oh... am going swimming tomorrow!!! Daphne had finished her examinations and she can't wait to get her fair share of dipping in the pool! Since her friend here is so 'FREE', she has decided to 'jio' me to go for a swim and i gladly agreed as i had not been in the pool for quite long!! Hmmm... think i should not be sleeping late... shall turn in now... nite...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

I make it a point to blog at least once everyday but i was boiling this morning because one click on the button and my 3-hour blog went into outerspace! I was choleric and super displeased with the computer and internet connection. This infuriation actually translated to the thought of self-mutilation. And i decided to skip the blog. Sounds very serious right? but i did thought of hitting my own hands to 'discipline' them to copy my work so as to prevent the outerspace incident from happening again before pressing the 'publish post' button. ok... i did hit my hand, not just merely thought of it. I am not sure whether this is an 'illness' according to to the medical sector but i think i did read an article about this a while ago. You know what? I did the same thing to myself during my persuit of my grade 8 certificate. Am afraid that this might get worse when i encounter stress in my varsity years . i must really learn how to contain my frustration and just be cool again.
Anyway, its pouring now. Actually, i like it when it rains. But i dislike it when my living and dining halls look so dark and grey. i just can't get it. Why my dad just can't be a little more romantic and flexible to switch on the orange lamp? It will brighten up the whole area and make everyone feels the warm and the castle-like feeling that the colour transcends. Sigh... guess old ppl are like this... Sense of mood abit spoil...
Nevermind, when i get my own house, i will have all i want... probably in perth yah? hahaz... then i'll say, " And yeah.... all the cold up words kept telling me NOOOOoooo... but its ok... cos now i have my own... ummm hmmm... " hahaz.... sound very spastic right? Never mind cos only one person would understand what i am saying. Spoil.. hahaz....

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Rejuvenation & Reinvigorate & Revitalize

Hmmm... feeling nice and revitalize after pilates class today. Miss chong made me sweat all out and everyweek, she would repeat, " Woa... you really sweat alot ah...". I've to admit that i am the only one who keeps on sweating through out the 1.5 hrs session. Don't know what's wrong with my body?!! A normal person's body is made up of 70% of water. BUT MINE... think 99% of liquid and 1% of dun-noe-wat stuff!! Spoil... Well... just hope that my sweaty palms condition would just get better. You know how irritating having sweaty palms is? puddles of water on the floor after doing all the stretching... disgusting... ok.. Tme to go... my bro has to use the computer... see ya...