A bit spoil... Don't know where to start

There are alot of things waiting for me to complete but i'm so not focused now. I thought that i could at least put driving off my mind after 311st March. On the contrary, it is far from what i'd planned because i flunk my driving test. The feeling of failing is really terrible. Although i'd failed countless times during my Secondary School and Junior College years, the fear of failing tests and examinations is still brodingnagian. Guess i have taken up too many things. I was just engaging in a conversation with one of my closest pals in my life and he told me that i'd taken up too many things. Why not focus on one and do it properly. Let me see... Music, driving, pilates, tuition(3 times a week), swimming and self-reading. I can't quit driving cos i need the liscense. I can't quit learning piano because i'm close to finishing soon. Took up pilates as its an 'in' thing now and it promises to tone and sculpture your body and has the effect of feeling serene and tranquil ( the results vary from individual to individual though) and plus, this friend of mine wants to try it out. Decided to take up swimming again because this pilates friend of mine inspired me to and it had been once my passion too. I hope to find this passion back. And of course, to keep fit! Look at the obtuse figure that i have now!! Insightful... just like one of my friends said , " Sir Edmund Hillary would slide down his tummy if he were to scale Mt. Robin!" Very wicked of him right?!! anyway he's that insolent since young. Tuition is really sucking up my precious time. And the pay is quite feeble. $250 for 12 times. three times per week. 1.5 hours on Monday and Wednesday. 2 hours on sat. Thatwill workout to $12.50 bucks an hour for he service i rendered. And self-reading... practically no time for that already. but i'm still the magazine kind of person. I like the Glam and want to be involved in the GLAM!! ok lahz... shall go do something now instead of babbling away. Complaining is not going to solve the problem but human will still do that. For the record, i do that very often... hahaz... Blog again tonight!